Slowly my emotions are draining. It takes so much to feel truly happy anymore. It takes all my might to get out of bed in the morning. If I didn’t have school I don’t think I would get up. When my friends ask me to do something I don’t have any interest in going when I once loved hanging with them. 

The things I once loved and had so much interest in, I’ve given up on. I don’t feel like doing anything at all anymore but sit in bed. As gross as it sounds it also takes me a lot of energy to even get up and shower. (I still do, don’t worry.)

I have no emotions anymore. I feel empty. Slowly I’m pulling away from my friends, I don’t want to hurt them anymore. They don’t deserve that. I’m just an empty shell of who I was…